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and i whisper...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 18:25:03 GMT

i could stay awake, just to hear you breathing,
watch you smile while you are sleeping…while you far away and dreaming.
i could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
i could stay lost in this moment forever,
every moment i spend with you is a moment I treasure.

lying close to you, feeling you’re heart beating…
and I’m wondering what you’re dreaming,
wondering if it’s me you’re seeing.
then I kissed your eyes and thank God we’re together.
i just wanna stay with you in this moment forever…
forever and ever..

Don’t wanna close my eyes, don’t wanna fall asleep…
coz I miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing…
coz even when I dream of you,
the sweetest dream will never do, I’ll still miss you babe,
and I don’t want to miss a thing.

and I don’t wanna miss one smile…
i don’t wanna miss one kiss…
i just wanna be right here with you, just like this…
i just wanna hold you close…
feel your heart so close too mine.
and just wanna stay in this moment, for all the rest of time.

Perhaps,
the best song in christmas, is not any christmas carols,
but the song of someone-who-you-think-of.
you might wonder who is gonna be with the one you once loved,
you might wonder if you would see each other at christmas.
for all of you, even if you are not a christian,
christmas is the most important festival ever,
because christmas is the day you can try your best to spend with someone you really want to, and no one blames you for this.
Perhaps,
perhaps i just want to hear once again, your whisper while im awake.

微涼

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 08:51:07 GMT

在這裡，
我想起你了。

想起你睡至流口水的樣子
然後醒來微笑著抹嘴。

想起你裝可愛地叫我一聲女朋友
然後把我的腰摟緊。

想起我把熱食吹涼
然後放進你口的那刻

然後我想起溫暖的陽光，塵埃的氣味，小豆苗

萬物這刻被副予生命

那是快感還是痛　深海裡永遠看不通

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 17:45:57 GMT

從沒試過如此的心痛過。

i did it my way
這句說話其實隱藏了很多的自私
也隱藏了你對我很多的包容

這一段不短不長的日子，
謝謝你讓我學懂愛自己。

雖然在你身邊的日子好像很少
但這一刻居然有點不懂生活的感覺
心裡被抽走了好一份。

為了你，我一定會好好愛自己
為了成為更好的人
為了更懂得愛身邊的人。

謝謝你，真的，謝謝你。

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 00:21:45 GMT

6days to go.

Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 04:21:02 GMT

thanks for your love.
i feel complete because of you.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 03:31:33 GMT

經歷過那一次狠狠的失敗後,
我對身邊的都懷著漫不經心的態度去做.

再不抱有甚麼期望,
應該擁有就得擁有,
應該失去留也留不住。

只是這一次, 這一次
我真的很希望可以踏進那地方,
投入一直以來渴望擁有的生活。

那個身份, 對我來說, 並不是三個字這樣簡單.
這是對自己大大的肯定, 也是堅持,

幾年了, 仍在追這個信念。

我要對自己再說一次,
2010年, 那是不能再有閃失的一年,
除了進大學, 我不會浪費時間在任何的地方。

Friday, October 23, 2009

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 17:42:21 GMT

今早起床後的一分鐘決定逃課。

這是破紀錄的決定，
也是自我放縱的徵象。

在很多時候人類也要對自己的思維清楚分析
可是我不知道自己正在想甚麼
我很累很累很累

昨晚有人告訴我
其實可能我從小到大都是不開心的
只是面對大家時掩飾得太好，令大家以為我是miss sunshine。

獨木難支
其實不知道可以捱到甚麼時候

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 18:30:24 GMT

愛

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 20:03:33 GMT

閉上眼睛　我好想帶你到我的星星　看我看的風景
樹上長愛情　河水洗回憶
什麼都可以　只要你願意

(:

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 17:41:51 GMT

這陣子感受到久違了的甜蜜。

當開始從盲目地愛人漸漸學懂愛自己
原來便會有這份安穩的感覺

當下才知道，原來即使每天獨自工作，
即使工作得有多累，
但只要心裡有這份紮實
人就感到輕鬆自在。

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